Sitting in procrastination is not easy. If you're stubborn like me, you'll probably distract yourself soooo good, until you're literally at breaking point, where you FINALLY reach the point of no return.....
OK. GOD DAMN IT. I'M READY TO GET THIS THING OUT OF ME!!!!
And whoosh, as if by magic things start to miraculous flow again. Truth is they never stopped, you just decided like a petulant child with a point to prove (or a stubborn ego...) to kink the hose and back up the system of your divine expression.
Not once, but multiple times in my lifetime I have done this. Over and over again.
The biggest challenge in my life?
The biggest blessing in my life?
The biggest supporter in my life?
There comes a point when I can't do it any more, when I want to drop to my knees and give up. Why is this so hard, why can't I be like other people. What must I 'do' to get 'there'.
Often after throwing a hissy fit of frustration, I drop into silence. I breathe. I pray. God please help me with [insert x].
Inhale. Exhale. A few more times. The feeling rises and falls. The channel is clear. I know what I must do, even if it is scary.
So next time you're feeling the pressure and don't know which way to turn....
Close your eyes.
Ask your question.
Offer it up.
Sit in the silence to receive the answer.
Else otherwise, what's the point in switching on the flow if you're not going to water the garden of your abundance?
Breathe the change you wish to see in the world.
P.S. If you're ready to switch on your fountain message me about MY 1:1 journey - LIBERATION